So since Jason went out of town for the weekend we both have missed each other like crazy and realize how much stronger our losses have made us as a couple and surprise we are both in a really good place about TTC this month, for the first time in a while we are excited about trying again and have faith that things will work out eventually.
I saw a necklace yesterday that I just had to get. Its a silver charm that has a small diamond and is inscribed with the word Hope on it. Im going to wear it daily to remind me to keep my hope and faith alive and strong.
I still get my bitter moments here and there but I really feel like Im healing well. I just miss our babies so much sometimes. I cant help but be jealous when it comes so easy for some and so hard for me and my fellow girls on the bump.Everytime one of the girls I know on the bump gets a BFP Im so happy for them and cry with the ones who lose another baby. I hope and pray that this year is a good year for us all.Its all about the 2 lines in 09(with sticky babies).
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I'm going to say a prayer for staying positive for the both of us! I lost faith their for a brief 5 days. But I've jumped back on the faith and positivity bandwagaon! :)
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